Daniel sucks.
May. 18th, 2001 11:34 pmI hate Daniel. Rather than talk to me last Saturday night when we were working, he's sent me a nasty email. He completely bites. I (stupidly) was under the impression that we were friends, something he really blows right out of the water in this email. I won't post it because I don't want to poison my diary, but he accused me of being whiny (which I KNOW I can be. I try not to be, but it's really fucking difficult to change your behaviour.) and what I really hate is that he accused me of spreading around my old school that *I* broke up with *him* & that it was because he didn't have time to see me anymore. This is stupid because:
1. I only had one close friend (Soph) who knew the exact story and every detail
2. If I am as melodramatic as he says I am (so what if I'm melodramatic at times?), surely my best motive would be to milk our breakup for as much as it's worth.
I feel dirty & diseased after reading it. I really was under the impression that we were friends. The fact that he suggested I come to work where he did. The fact that we bought a present for Liam together.
I just wish we didn't work together & go to the same uni. I don't hate him, I can't renegate him to "hated ex-boyfriend" (he's have to do something drastic to rate that category, like Evan did) but I really would be much happier if I never saw him again. Then I wouldn't have to keep worrying that I was "invading his personal space" by trying to be a friend.
1. I only had one close friend (Soph) who knew the exact story and every detail
2. If I am as melodramatic as he says I am (so what if I'm melodramatic at times?), surely my best motive would be to milk our breakup for as much as it's worth.
I feel dirty & diseased after reading it. I really was under the impression that we were friends. The fact that he suggested I come to work where he did. The fact that we bought a present for Liam together.
I just wish we didn't work together & go to the same uni. I don't hate him, I can't renegate him to "hated ex-boyfriend" (he's have to do something drastic to rate that category, like Evan did) but I really would be much happier if I never saw him again. Then I wouldn't have to keep worrying that I was "invading his personal space" by trying to be a friend.