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Feb. 15th, 2004 02:40 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
changelingI couldn't sleep. I was fretting about too many things. I've done them in the hope that the stress will subside and I can sleep.
I've left coven. A new age is beginning, one both terrifying and exciting. I'm a solitary witch for the first time since 2001.
I've also defriended Bellyra on LJ, as I feel that she's not particularly interested in having me as a friend, so it's stupid that I'm losing all this sleep and making myself feel sick due to her anger at everyone, me included. Maybe this is abandoning her in her hour of need, but I would have thought that she'd need to actually want me around for that to be the case, and I can't remember the last time I've felt like she's actually liked me as a person.
In the space of one night, so many things change. I feel like some explorer chappie (Cortez?) overlooking Mt Darius, or something to that effect. I need a Jeeves to correct my quote. I'm too tired to look up the correct particulars.
[Edit: Nope, it hasn't really helped. I feel like going and spending the night with my head down the toilet bowl.]
I've left coven. A new age is beginning, one both terrifying and exciting. I'm a solitary witch for the first time since 2001.
I've also defriended Bellyra on LJ, as I feel that she's not particularly interested in having me as a friend, so it's stupid that I'm losing all this sleep and making myself feel sick due to her anger at everyone, me included. Maybe this is abandoning her in her hour of need, but I would have thought that she'd need to actually want me around for that to be the case, and I can't remember the last time I've felt like she's actually liked me as a person.
In the space of one night, so many things change. I feel like some explorer chappie (Cortez?) overlooking Mt Darius, or something to that effect. I need a Jeeves to correct my quote. I'm too tired to look up the correct particulars.
[Edit: Nope, it hasn't really helped. I feel like going and spending the night with my head down the toilet bowl.]
