I am so sorry. I should have called. And I didn't, because, I'm not entirely sure why. Yes, mother was screaming at me, but it's not like she physically restrained me from getting to the phone. I don't have any excuses. I just suck. And I'm really sorry. :-(
And I'm like, less than not perfect. I've learnt from it, though. There is this voice in my head that says, "There is very little point in beating yourself up about this, however, do not do it again. Ever. To anyone. It's really fucking pathetic."
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Date: 2003-12-17 01:47 am (UTC)I should have called.
And I didn't, because, I'm not entirely sure why. Yes, mother was screaming at me, but it's not like she physically restrained me from getting to the phone.
I don't have any excuses. I just suck. And I'm really sorry. :-(
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Date: 2003-12-17 01:49 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-12-17 01:52 am (UTC)I've learnt from it, though. There is this voice in my head that says, "There is very little point in beating yourself up about this, however, do not do it again. Ever. To anyone. It's really fucking pathetic."