*curls up in small ball, whimpering*

[changeling]

I am using this icon for the sole reason that it amuses me and makes me happy.


Lots of people have posted comments re: the whole rent situation, for which I'm grateful. I'm glad people care.

I've been crying on and off all evening... not sobbing, just burning tears welling up in my eyes, then disappearing... where?

All this crap makes the desire to just pack up a few random things and just take off even stronger. I want to hurl myself as far away from these people as possible. My wanderlust is getting twitchy... and because of this whole rent shitheap, I probably won't get to settle it later this year as I had planned.

I can't wait until I move out. I will leave behind their godforsaken car, which is the main reason why they are charging me rent. Or so they say.

Spoke with Daniel tonight, which was nice. Haven't spoken with him in months. That made me smiley and happy for a little while.


God, but I don't want to work tomorrow. I wish I hadn't accepted this... it's for six weeks. I hate full time work. It drains me of all my desire to live.


I'm really sorry. I'm having a really bad night. I'm sure I'll be happier soon.

Comments

[jessindistress.livejournal.com]

(((hugs)))

I remember the joys of living at home- I paid $50 a week when I was working fulltime, too- and I was too young to drive. :( Meanwhile, my sister got everything handed to her on a fucking platter... :(

*not at all bitter, me* ;;)

So mucho huggage. I get where you're coming from.

~Jess

[shinyandnat.livejournal.com]

Is it worth taking up Tyk's offer for awhile?

I can't help but think all this is a very unsubtle hint that your parents think it's time for you to move out. My mother did the same thing - well, not the rent thing, but she made some very unsubtle hints when she really wanted me out.

[rhakylia.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I don't know what to offer other than hugs when you need them!

[fineliner.livejournal.com]

Whoa... $100 a week, that's rent enough to move out !!
Share house in Northcote, how badly would that piss off your ma :)

[delirieuse.livejournal.com]

That was my opinion!

Eh, share house. >_< So don't want to do that. I'd rather uh... share... a house with one or two people I already knew. Since they all either have no money, or are living with other people (or, in the case of Issy, living happily by herself), that's not really an option. Of course, if I suddenly woke up with lots more money, I'd get a place to myself. THat would be brill.

And I'm not sure it'd piss my mother off. SHe keeps asking when I'm going to move out.

[delirieuse.livejournal.com]

Thanks.

[delirieuse.livejournal.com]

*snugs* Thanks.


(want to move out, dammit!)

[delirieuse.livejournal.com]

It's tempting. I may do that. I don't know yet.

Re:

[fineliner.livejournal.com]

Hrrm.

Have you paid tax on $15,000 in the past 18 months? Cos that means Independence Day at Centrelink !!

[delirieuse.livejournal.com]

Probably. Hmm.