*curls up in small ball, whimpering*
May. 15th, 2003 12:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
changelingI am using this icon for the sole reason that it amuses me and makes me happy.
Lots of people have posted comments re: the whole rent situation, for which I'm grateful. I'm glad people care.
I've been crying on and off all evening... not sobbing, just burning tears welling up in my eyes, then disappearing... where?
All this crap makes the desire to just pack up a few random things and just take off even stronger. I want to hurl myself as far away from these people as possible. My wanderlust is getting twitchy... and because of this whole rent shitheap, I probably won't get to settle it later this year as I had planned.
I can't wait until I move out. I will leave behind their godforsaken car, which is the main reason why they are charging me rent. Or so they say.
Spoke with Daniel tonight, which was nice. Haven't spoken with him in months. That made me smiley and happy for a little while.
God, but I don't want to work tomorrow. I wish I hadn't accepted this... it's for six weeks. I hate full time work. It drains me of all my desire to live.
I'm really sorry. I'm having a really bad night. I'm sure I'll be happier soon.
Lots of people have posted comments re: the whole rent situation, for which I'm grateful. I'm glad people care.
I've been crying on and off all evening... not sobbing, just burning tears welling up in my eyes, then disappearing... where?
All this crap makes the desire to just pack up a few random things and just take off even stronger. I want to hurl myself as far away from these people as possible. My wanderlust is getting twitchy... and because of this whole rent shitheap, I probably won't get to settle it later this year as I had planned.
I can't wait until I move out. I will leave behind their godforsaken car, which is the main reason why they are charging me rent. Or so they say.
Spoke with Daniel tonight, which was nice. Haven't spoken with him in months. That made me smiley and happy for a little while.
God, but I don't want to work tomorrow. I wish I hadn't accepted this... it's for six weeks. I hate full time work. It drains me of all my desire to live.
I'm really sorry. I'm having a really bad night. I'm sure I'll be happier soon.
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Date: 2003-05-16 06:24 am (UTC)Share house in Northcote, how badly would that piss off your ma :)
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Date: 2003-05-17 09:23 am (UTC)Eh, share house. >_< So don't want to do that. I'd rather uh... share... a house with one or two people I already knew. Since they all either have no money, or are living with other people (or, in the case of Issy, living happily by herself), that's not really an option. Of course, if I suddenly woke up with lots more money, I'd get a place to myself. THat would be brill.
And I'm not sure it'd piss my mother off. SHe keeps asking when I'm going to move out.
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Date: 2003-05-18 12:19 am (UTC)Have you paid tax on $15,000 in the past 18 months? Cos that means Independence Day at Centrelink !!
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Date: 2003-05-18 01:16 am (UTC)