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May. 7th, 2001 12:33 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
changelingIssy and I have almost definitely found a new place. It's in the north of Melbourne and is by her account magnificent. I have been too busy to go househunting with her properly. I filled in an application form at a cafe today, I photocopied my passport etc in Melbourne Central pharmacy and handed them over to Issy. She's going to submit them tomorrow (technically today) and with any luck I'll be co-renting my own place by the end of this week. (That is, our application will have been accepted.)
I'm still a little ambivalent about everything. Terribly stressed about uni to the point that sometimes I break through to the other side, of just being rather unaffected...or rather a feeling of apathy, depression, stress and distance all at once. I'm stressed about getting the rights to this play I hope to direct. At least now I have a copy of my own, and an idea of where to write off for the rights. I also need to speak to my boss about getting more shifts so I can afford to move out. I want to learn the guitar properly. I want to learn how to meditate & destress. I want to sleep. I want to do some reading. I want to catch up on my uni reading. I want to never do Criminology again.
So much to do, so little time & energy. I keep tellng myself that it'll be okay once this hurdle is crossed, that the mountainous path will flatten out soon. Problem is, every time it does I seem to get ambushed by ogres.
I'm still a little ambivalent about everything. Terribly stressed about uni to the point that sometimes I break through to the other side, of just being rather unaffected...or rather a feeling of apathy, depression, stress and distance all at once. I'm stressed about getting the rights to this play I hope to direct. At least now I have a copy of my own, and an idea of where to write off for the rights. I also need to speak to my boss about getting more shifts so I can afford to move out. I want to learn the guitar properly. I want to learn how to meditate & destress. I want to sleep. I want to do some reading. I want to catch up on my uni reading. I want to never do Criminology again.
So much to do, so little time & energy. I keep tellng myself that it'll be okay once this hurdle is crossed, that the mountainous path will flatten out soon. Problem is, every time it does I seem to get ambushed by ogres.
