Give me something to sing about.
May. 5th, 2002 10:00 pmI hate clothes shopping. I really, really hate clothes shopping. I'd rather be back in year eleven doing a primarily science/maths curriculum than be forced to do more clothes shopping. Particularly at "direct factory outlets", trying to find me a new pair of black jeans. (I failed, by the way.)
I can only assume that I haven't been getting enough sleep (even moreso than usual, I mean), because I ended up crying in the changerooms of one of the stores. Mother tried to make me feel better, and as usual, only helped a little, and made me feel much worse at the same time.
I have a theory about stress: the brain will only let you think about a small part of what's stressing you at a time. Hence I can worry about Relic, and completely forget about what uni stuff's due, and when I have work, and when the next Wackiness is due up, or whatever. I think this is part of my problem at the moment. I can only think about a small part of what's stressing me at a time, so I keep forgetting other important things. Which, in turn, stresses me further.
I got so stressed & depressed, I decided to get my ears pierced a second time. Some time after I handed over my cash, I realised that getting a second piercing just before Relic was due to go on was not intelligent. See? Can only think about small amounts of stress-related materials at a time.
I have five new icons, of me on Coffee Group Goth Day. Yay for Photoshop filters.
Re-inked Loki-Tybalt, in the hope that I can colour it properly this time. I'm experimenting with inking techniques. Also need to learn how to use Photoshop properly; shadows and highlights etcetera.
But please, make sure you don't give a shit.
I can only assume that I haven't been getting enough sleep (even moreso than usual, I mean), because I ended up crying in the changerooms of one of the stores. Mother tried to make me feel better, and as usual, only helped a little, and made me feel much worse at the same time.
I have a theory about stress: the brain will only let you think about a small part of what's stressing you at a time. Hence I can worry about Relic, and completely forget about what uni stuff's due, and when I have work, and when the next Wackiness is due up, or whatever. I think this is part of my problem at the moment. I can only think about a small part of what's stressing me at a time, so I keep forgetting other important things. Which, in turn, stresses me further.
I got so stressed & depressed, I decided to get my ears pierced a second time. Some time after I handed over my cash, I realised that getting a second piercing just before Relic was due to go on was not intelligent. See? Can only think about small amounts of stress-related materials at a time.
I have five new icons, of me on Coffee Group Goth Day. Yay for Photoshop filters.
Re-inked Loki-Tybalt, in the hope that I can colour it properly this time. I'm experimenting with inking techniques. Also need to learn how to use Photoshop properly; shadows and highlights etcetera.
But please, make sure you don't give a shit.
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